"Mahigit dalawang taong di nagkita
Isang matinding halik sa muli at huling pagkikita..
Matanong ko lang…..GAGO KA BA?
Naka-move on na ako eh, ayos ka din ano?”
When you’re stuck on loving someone, no matter how hard you try to forget that person, it’s just not enough. Sometimes all we can do is stay away and it does help a little bit but just for a while. Because when that person shows you even the smallest gesture of affection, all of your efforts of moving on go down the drain. And you’re left alone with nothing else to say but “Damn! I fell for that again.”
My problem is that I think too much. I overthink everything that crosses my path, everything that has crossed my path and everything that might cross my path in the future. I overthink yesterday, today and tomorrow. It’s a habit that is slowly tearing me apart. The past keeps me up at night because I feel like I should’ve done things differently at the time, the present worries me because I feel like I’m not doing it differently right now, and ultimately the future terrifies me because I’m scared I won’t be doing things differently in the future, either.