My problem is that I think too much. I overthink everything that crosses my path, everything that has crossed my path and everything that might cross my path in the future. I overthink yesterday, today and tomorrow. It’s a habit that is slowly tearing me apart. The past keeps me up at night because I feel like I should’ve done things differently at the time, the present worries me because I feel like I’m not doing it differently right now, and ultimately the future terrifies me because I’m scared I won’t be doing things differently in the future, either.
That stage where you just don’t want to do anything. You don’t feel like talking to your friends, siblings, or even parents. You just mope around actually not giving a damn for the first time. It doesn’t matter who hurt your feelings, you just stay in that mode for no reason. It doesn’t go away easily and it randomly comes whenever it please. You just want to be alone and cut from the outside world.